Ive changed my name ...Im also feeling quite good

Ive changed my title to so you can see my real name. No sense hiding behind you wonderful people. Ive also changed it to reflect that yes Im a dreamer. Its my favorite thing to do. LOL Its also because I won't be on the road as soon as I like but I WILL get there. Just takes time and Im in no rush.
On another point I've been taking better care of myself. Last year when I started my new job I fell not once but twice...ouch. On the same day. On the 1st day. A muscle in my leg has been giving me a problem. Nothing was helping until I started taking the colloidal silver. I was taking it for something else...a rash and also to clean out my system a bit but I didn't expect it to heal my leg. Its gone. Amazing.  I been having a healthy green smoothie every day and Im working on eating less meat more fish. Slow but I've seen a difference. I also noticed Im sleeping better. Im no lecturer but if your feeling sluggish ,tired all the time and like to blame it your job,parents or the government(fill in blank)like I was, take a good look at your lifestyle, eating habits. You may surprise yourself if you just change one thing. One thing is all I did and it roll balled into other things. Like a good sweeping of a dirty floor and you get a clean one. Now I need to just mop up.

Until next time have a good night. :)

Depression

I get depressed at this time of the year. Holiday.bah hum bug. I lied today and took a day off. I don't like doing that but it happens. I dont take off when Im sick with a cold or if Im in pain(unless its severe)but yes I do take a day off sometimes when I get this funk. To me this is my illness,my sickness....had it for years. Today i will do something to make me feel a little better. I will take care of my self. Writing here helps. I will keep busy...crochet. Take a walk. Play with my pets. Call friends. It doesn't last long, a few days sometimes a week. Sort of like a migraine. I remember when I 1st starting getting depress but didn't realize it had a name. I was about 15 to young to know what it was but old enough to know something was wrong. I got help and learned to manage it without meds. So I don't get get suicidal thoughts but its a low grade depression? Has nothing and everything to do about living in a van. Maybe living in it is the wrong word,just hanging out in there is better. Who knows maybe by moving in the van and staying where I want to will have a good impact on this depression.