But they are there never the less those butterflies. Its a new way of life. Do I feel excitement No actually just nerves. I am hoping that the closer I get to the date the more excited I will be. Hopefully!!
I have been day dreaming quite a bit about having a dog. A friend knowing this said why not stop moving into a van and get a dog instead. Fact of the matter is I can't. Its more important for me to save money. If I live in the van and see how I can stay cool in the summer then I will have no problem with getting a dog friend. If it means some days doggie needs to stay at day care fine. But not until then. Here is how hard it is for me not to have a pet. I feel naked without one. A dog has ALWAYS been in my life. They are so connected with the earth and judge no one and has been nothing but blessings for me. No matter the work ,time and money they take to care for. Knowing my past is why I feel like that. But that really is another story...or is it?
Michelle, butterflies are normal. I had them, and l even had a job to go to that needed me in my van. I no longer have that job, but am still loving it in the van.
ReplyDeleteMy cats stayed in the van when l worked this summer, but on really hot days, l stayed at a friends house so they didn't cook in the van (110 degree days). A dog might be a bit harder, first of all they like to get up at the windows and bark at people. My cats just chilled, so no one saw them.
I do need to get a vent in the roof though.
You will work it all out. Don't worry!
Well I did know the butterflies were normal. I just hope it doesn't get to the point where I change my mind. That's what I am afraid of.
ReplyDeleteYeah the barking would be a big give a way ...ya think LOL.
I had a couple of dogs that didn't bark ...maybe a third one?
Michelle,
ReplyDeleteYou have patience beyond me thats for sure! You're doing the right thing by waiting. I hope you find the van of your dreams. :)
Erik