But they are there never the less those butterflies. Its a new way of life. Do I feel excitement No actually just nerves. I am hoping that the closer I get to the date the more excited I will be. Hopefully!!
I have been day dreaming quite a bit about having a dog. A friend knowing this said why not stop moving into a van and get a dog instead. Fact of the matter is I can't. Its more important for me to save money. If I live in the van and see how I can stay cool in the summer then I will have no problem with getting a dog friend. If it means some days doggie needs to stay at day care fine. But not until then. Here is how hard it is for me not to have a pet. I feel naked without one. A dog has ALWAYS been in my life. They are so connected with the earth and judge no one and has been nothing but blessings for me. No matter the work ,time and money they take to care for. Knowing my past is why I feel like that. But that really is another story...or is it?