So many lost dreams.....and a bucket list

Some where in heaven a beautiful bunch of angels arrived a few days ago. Blondes and dark hair haired cute little munchkins. They are suppose to be there I hear but somewhere far down below some families are mourning them. And each one of them never got to fulfill their dreams. Never to kiss on a first date. Never to have kids. Never to dream about being the president or the next lady gaga. And we live on. I have no family to speak of but this hurt me so bad as well as millions of others. It hurts because we just feel. We are humans and we feel compassion for others. So in our hurts we love our kids more our pets more our friends more. And we make a bucket list because we realize we have such SHORT lives here.

Stupid little things get in my way...like fear. LOL OK maybe not so little. One of the things on my bucket list is to visit the animal charities I love and I have lots so will not visit all but one is in Tennessee and I really would love to see them. Arizona to see the slabs and join the other van dwellers. Just a couple of things. My list is a little longer. Like putting a stone on my mom's and dad's grave spots. We were always very  poor and they landed in potters field. Sad ...with no stone.
I am looking now as my monies for the van has increased. YAH!!!! Working 6 days a week to get to this point ...not SO Yah!  Life is OK right now. I have no complaints...OK I lied maybe a few but heck we all have that don't we. *wink*


Thanks for stopping by..Ya all have a wonderful week!! *Big Smile here*

Bed Shaker

In my quest to find gadgets for the deaf I realize I won't be able to use my light alarm. Its just a timer which sets my light on at 4 am in the morning. Its has a 100 watt bulb in there and thats too much light for a van dweller.So Im looking into this
http://www.amazon.com/Silent-Vibrating-Personal-Alarm-Shake-N-Wake/dp/B0027A573Q/ref=sr_1_17?ie=UTF8&qid=1317842823&sr=8-17.
I'm ordering things way before I move into my van so I can do testing. Doesn't hurt to be careful. If anyone ever used this please be kind and let me and everyone else how it works.