Almost doesn't count

This the van I tried to get >>>>>> Oh a van! I almost had it. When my job decided to change the way they pay us and of course a lower salary(but not by much)I got insecure and delayed offering a price on it. Now 2 people are egging for it and I am sure(but NOT totally sure)I won't get it. I will find out Monday. The bitchy part about this is that I LIKE it!!!! The body is nice and roomy. Some things have to be done to it like a tune up ,brake pads and etc. But the motor runs smooth and no leaks. Hope!!